Kudoclasm - Developing Dreams
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Kudoclasm - Developing Dreams
Kudoclasm - When dreams are brought down to earth and made a reality
In other words, this is where Eri's lamers that she feels like developing and working on will all be stored. Please avert your eyes due to the incoming onslaught of trash.
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- Verse Info:
- 1) Parisa Madiha :: -insert info about her verse here-
- Character Ranking:
- Fave Male OCs:
Fave Female OCs:
Fave Overall Female:
Parisa Madiha
Fave Overall Male:
Kenchi Kistler
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Re: Kudoclasm - Developing Dreams
I'll take my bow
I won't make a sound
I whisper truce as the ashes hit the ground
Hush love
No, I'm not what you think that I'm made of
I'm a story
I'm a breakup
Just a hero on a bridge that's burning down
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- Stats:
- Height:
5’8” | 173 cm
Weight:
132 lbs | Lithe muscle | Busty
Hair:
Charcoal black | Silky | Longer version of a pixie cut
Eyes:
Garnet | Short, thick eyelashes | Expressive
Complexion:
Vanilla | Scars in abundance | Soft, but with raised bumps from various scars
Distinguishing Features:
Her eyes, maybe? | Pointed ears | Pierced ears | Rarely ever showing any skin at all
- Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ᴍʏ sᴄᴀʀs?
Cᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ?
Tʜɪs ɪs ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ
Sᴏ, ᴡʜᴏ's ɪᴛ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ?: - Name:
Parisa Madiha
Nickname(s):
Risa** | Pari | Riri
Age:
21 years old
Gender:
Cis Female
Sexuality:
Panromantic Demisexual | Doesn’t believe anyone could truly want her, though
Personality:
[ Aʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀs sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ ]
Perhaps a bit too serious for her own good, Parisa has never been one for taking things lightly or joking around. Humor simply goes right over her head. She takes everything at face value and thinks in an incredibly analytical way. Almost robotic in her thinking, she processes everything incredibly quickly and then proceeds to act in the most appropriate way. Taught to have no personality or wishes of her own and only follow orders given to her. She’s a puppet, a doll, a machine, even. She isn’t supposed to behave in any way that isn’t respectful, obedient, and efficiently.
And while she is all of those things, she is also her own person. She does, despite various warnings not to, have her own personality. She’s a very kind and helpful soul, oftentimes willing to go to extreme lengths just to assure that someone will be okay and get where they need to go in life. She figures that if she can’t have a life of her own, then she should at least be able to help other achieve their goals. Risa, for all of her strength and ferocity in battle, is actually a very timid and insecure person. She’s constantly second guessing herself. Did she do this right? Did she make the right decision? Always worrying about what’s right and what’s wrong.
She has a very strong moral compass and is a bit of a stickler for following the rules set out for her. That’s just how she was brought up, though. She knew she was going to become a bodyguard from the beginning, so it’s only natural that she step within the boundaries laid out for her. She’s not very confident in taking the initiative when it comes to anything but battle and defending her charge. However, in battle, she’s certainly a force to be reckoned with. She’s naturally a very protective soul, always wanting to preserve the well-being of those around her. Perhaps she has a bit of a hero complex.
It’s even more so if she’s actually emotionally attached or bonded to you. Her protectiveness quadruples in intensity. She’d, without a doubt, risk her life countless times for your well-being. Duty comes before emotions, though, always. Even if she doesn’t like it, it’s been ingrained into her that duty comes first and emotions are a distraction. So, she bottles everything up and stores it someplace deep, deep down inside of her, locked tightly away. But everyone has their limit, and one might wonder just how far she can go before she breaks completely.
Biography:
Born into an Elven family of protectors. Her ancestors and her ancestors ancestors have all been protectors, bodyguards, of the Royal Family. From the beginning, she was raised to behave as a puppet for the Royal Family. She was taught that once she reaches the proper age, she will be given to the Royal Family for them to use however they like. Really, that didn’t sit well with her, and she expressed that.
A mistake.
All the rebelliousness and individuality was beaten out of her, quite literally. She was not to be anything but a puppet. She was to operate as a well-oiled machine, completing any and all orders given to her, no matter what they were. This time, she hung her head and accepted her fate.
Her life was training. In and out, day and night, nothing but training in various defense and offense techniques. She could feel herself becoming more and more mechanical with every passing day in this family. She could feel that she was losing herself, and yet she was unable to do anything about it but submit and accept. She…
She’s nothing but a personality devoid puppet now.
And she hates it, but she must accept it, as she does everything else.
She lives only to protect, after all.
Other:
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Re: Kudoclasm - Developing Dreams
I can't escape this Hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
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- Physical Stats:
- Height-
5’6” | 167 cm | Most displeased with his height
Weight-
131 lbs | Healthy | Lean muscle
Hair-
Silver | Choppy and messy | Really quite soft (surprisingly)
Eyes-
Forest green | Closed off
Complexion-
Olive | Marred with scars | Warm to the touch
Distinguishing Features-
Hair color | All of those scars, wow | General unfriendly feel to him | Tank tops and cargo pants are literally all he ever wears
- Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal: - Name:
Phoenix Solus
Nickname(s):
Dislikes nicknames | Enix, if you have to | Will begrudgingly accept anything from Blaire
Age:
18 years old
Gender:
Cis Male
Sexuality:
Homoromantic Demisexual
Personality:
B R E A T H E
The first impression that most get of Enix is that he’s incredibly unapproachable and unpleasant. Crass and cutting, he seems to show no concern for other people’s feelings whatsoever. It’s obvious that he doesn’t have a filter at all. Impulsive, he says and does whatever he wants to without any thought as to how it will affect other people. He spews barbed words without even thinking. His goal is to get you to leave him alone. His goal…
His goal is to get you to hate him as much as he hates himself.
In all truth, he’s actually rather kind, if not a bit awkward about it. It’s just that he’s scared. He’s scared of himself and showing people who he is. The idea of letting other people get close to him is a terrifying one. Because he’ll hurt them, he knows he will. He’ll lose grip on his barely there self-restraint and fly off the edge. He’s vicious, barbaric, and chaotic. He’s a monster by definition. Aggressive to an extreme, though he desperately tries to control it. However, his awful temper doesn’t do shit to help him with that control. Normally, he can water down the rage to irritation, though there are some things that make him slip up. Obsessively protective of those he cares for, he’s 100% likely to go absolutely batshit on you if you even so much as contradict one of them. Additionally, possessive to an extreme, though he’s working on that. Just as a fair warning, he still might grab you by the hair and snap your neck if you touch someone he considers “his”. But hey!! at least you know he’ll regret it.
Full of remorse for his violent actions, he falls into a pit of deep self-loathing whenever he even so much as bruises someone. He can’t stand the fact that he hurts so many people. He knows he’s damn near psychotic when triggered and he’s horribly ashamed of it. So ashamed that he won’t even seek out help. He refuses to let anyone get close to or help him. They’ll just end up wishing they had never gotten involved in the first place. The kind of person to take on every challenge by himself, that’s Enix. He’ll never ask for assistance, even if he gravely needs it. He carries the weight of the world and his sins on his shoulders at all times.
Biography:
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Other:
-Swears a lot when nervous.
-Has a habit of running a hand through his hair and messing it up even more.
-Literally will not brush his hair unless forced to or someone else does it for him.
- Affiliations:
- Family:
N/A :: All deceased due to vampires
Friends:
> Serah Vantas | Best friend
> Aerith Vantas | Close friend
> The adults of the L&K Family
Enemies:
> Reno and Tilly drive him up the fucking wall tbh
Love Interest:
❤ Blaire Xerxis Altschiel ❤
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Re: Kudoclasm - Developing Dreams
Because they took our love and they filled it up
Filled it up with Novocaine and now I’m just numb
Now I’m just numb
And don't mind me, I’m just a son of a gun
So don’t stop, don’t stop until your heart goes numb
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- Photo Album:
- Physical Stats:
- Height ::
5’9” | 175 cm | AverageWeight ::
142 lbs | Lithe muscleHair ::
Slate blue | Black undertones | Eternally a mess | Slightly spikyEyes ::
Blue-grey | Narrow | Unfriendly | Hard to readComplexion ::
Fair | Scars from fightsDistinguishing Features ::
Always scowling | Dark colored clothing only | Generally nondescript, which is how he likes it
I am your worst nightmare
Name:
Valto Linna
Nicknames:
Val** | Valley | Begrudgingly accepts them from Miko, punches anyone else who uses them
Age:
20 years old
Gender:
Cis Male
Sexuality:
Homoromantic Demisexual
Personality:
A ticking time bomb just waiting to explode, that’s Valto. He’s constantly in the shadows, going unnoticed, and that’s how he likes it. By no means is he a harmless wallflower, though. No, the minute you start thinking that, you’re done for, because Val is anything but harmless. He’s actually a very intimidating and unpredictable person. You’ll be hard pressed to get a solid read on him and what he’s feeling or planning to do, that’s for sure.
Upon speaking to him, you’ll find that not only is he introverted, but he’s absolutely vicious with his words. His conversational skills could use a hell of a lot of work, seeing as all he ever does is throws barbs at people and rip them apart with his silver tongue. And when he’s not ripping you apart with his words, he’s doing so with his hands. A destructive, chaotic force once angered, it’s near impossible to stop him unless he has a particularly strong attachment to you. It’s quite unfortunate that not many people can claim to have that with him, since he stays far away from most others. It takes a persistent soul to get close to him.
Additionally, quite possessive of his very, very few loved ones. He treasures a small handful of people and refuses to ever let go of them. He’s possessive in subtle ways, though. You’d never be able to tell that he’s fuming inside, wanting to kill whoever you’re talking to at the moment. Ah, that’s another thing. The murderous tendencies. He has absolutely no remorse whatsoever when hurting people if he thinks they deserve it. The only time he’ll feel bad is with complete innocents. It’s actually quite terrifying to see him in action, snarling and bashing heads together. He’s a lot more dangerous than he first comes off as.
But that’s not all he is. He’s not a complete monster. He has a heart, he’s just sealed it far away from prying eyes. It’s only in private that he’ll let his guard down and show you the other side of him. He can be rather caring, but more in a tough-love kind of way. He doesn’t know how to express himself properly and tender moments make him uncomfortable. He’s never been good with emotionally charged situations. He’s more than a little awkward behind all that violence and harsh words. In reality, he’s a huge sucker for his loved ones and would do anything for them. You’d be surprised how dorky he can be when he’s with someone he cares about. Hey, he might even crack a smile.
Biography:
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Other:
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